A THANKSGIVING DINNER THAT
FLEW AWAY
BY H.
BUTTERWORTH
"Honk!"
I spun around like a top,
looking nervously in every direction. I was familiar with that sound; I had
heard it before, during two summer vacations, at the old farm-house on the Cape.
It had been a terror to me.
I always put a door, a fence, or a stone wall between me and that sound as
speedily as possible.
I had just come down from
the city to the Cape for my third summer vacation. I had left the cars with my
arms full of bundles, and hurried toward Aunt Targood's.
The cottage stood in from
the road. There was a long meadow in front of it. In the meadow were two great
oaks and some clusters of lilacs. An old, mossy stone wall protected the grounds
from the road, and a long walk ran from the old wooden gate to the door.
It was a sunny day, and my
heart was light. The orioles were flaming in the old orchards; the bobolinks
were tossing themselves about in the long meadows of timothy, daisies, and
patches of clover. There was a scent of new-mown hay in the air.
In the distance lay the bay,
calm and resplendent, with white sails and specks of boats. Beyond it rose
Martha's Vineyard, green and cool and bowery, and at its wharf lay a steamer.
I was, as I said,
light-hearted. I was thinking of rides over the sandy roads at the close of the
long, bright days; of excursions on the bay; of clam-bakes and picnics.
I was hungry; and before me
rose visions of Aunt Targood's fish dinners, roast chickens, berry pies. I was
thirsty; but ahead was the old well-sweep, and, behind the cool lattice of the
dairy window, were pans of milk in abundance.
I tripped on toward the door
with light feet, lugging my bundles and beaded with perspiration, but unmindful
of all discomforts in the thought of the bright days and good things in store
for me.
"Honk! honk!"
My heart gave a bound!
Where did that sound
come from?
Out of a cool cluster of
innocent-looking lilac bushes, I saw a dark object cautiously moving. It seemed
to have no head. I knew, however, that it had a head. I had seen it; it had
seized me once on the previous summer, and I had been in terror of it during all
the rest of the season.
I looked down into the
irregular grass, and saw the head and a very long neck running along on the
ground, propelled by the dark body, like a snake running away from a ball. It
was coming toward me, and faster and faster as it approached.
I dropped all my bundles.
In a few flying leaps I
returned to the road again, and armed myself with a stick from a pile of
cord-wood.
"Honk! honk!
honk!"
It was a call of triumph.
The head was high in the air now. My enemy moved grandly forward, as became the
monarch of the great meadow farm-yard.
I stood with beating heart,
after my retreat.
It was Aunt Targood's
gander.
How he enjoyed his triumph,
and how small and cowardly he made me feel!
"Honk! honk!
honk!"
The geese came out of the
lilac bushes, bowing their heads to him in admiration. Then came the
goslings—a long procession of awkward, half-feathered things: they appeared
equally delighted.
The gander seemed to be
telling his admiring audience all about it: how a strange girl with many bundles
had attempted to cross the yard; how he had driven her back, and had captured
her bundles, and now was monarch of the field. He clapped his wings when he had
finished his heroic story, and sent forth such a "honk!" as might have
startled a major-general.
Then he, with an air of
great dignity and coolness, began to examine my baggage.
Among my effects were
several pounds of chocolate caramels, done up in brown paper. Aunt Targood liked
caramels, and I had brought her a large supply.
He tore off the wrappers
quickly. Bit one. It was good. He began to distribute the bon-bons among the
geese, and they, with much liberality and good-will, among the goslings.
This was too much. I
ventured through the gate swinging my cord-wood stick.
"Shoo!"
He dropped his head on the
ground, and drove it down the walk in a lively waddle toward me.
"Shoo!"
It was Aunt Targood's voice
at the door.
He stopped immediately.
His head was in the air
again.
"Shoo!"
Out came Aunt Targood with
her broom.
She always corrected the
gander with her broom. If I were to be whipped I should choose a broom—not the
stick.
As soon as he beheld the
broom he retired, although with much offended pride and dignity, to the lilac
bushes; and the geese and goslings followed him.
"Hester, you dear
child, come here. I was expecting you, and had been looking out for you, but
missed sight of you. I had forgotten all about the gander."
We gathered up the bundles
and the caramels. I was light-hearted again.
How cool was the
sitting-room, with the woodbine falling about the open windows! Aunt brought me
a pitcher of milk and some strawberries; some bread and honey; and a fan.
While I was resting and
taking my lunch, I could hear the gander discussing the affairs of the farm-yard
with the geese. I did not greatly enjoy the discussion. His tone of voice was
very proud, and he did not seem to be speaking well of me. I was suspicious that
he did not think me a very brave girl. A young person likes to be spoken well
of, even by the gander.
Aunt Targood's gander had
been the terror of many well-meaning people, and of some evildoers, for many
years. I have seen tramps and pack-peddlers enter the gate, and start on toward
the door, when there would sound that ringing warning like a war-blast.
"Honk, honk!" and in a few minutes these unwelcome people would be
gone. Farm-house boarders from the city would sometimes enter the yard, thinking
to draw water by the old well-sweep: in a few minutes it was customary to hear
shrieks, and to see women and children flying over the walls, followed by
air-rending "honks!" and jubilant cackles from the victorious gander
and his admiring family.
"Aunt, what makes you
keep that gander, year after year?" said I, one evening, as we were sitting
on the lawn before the door. "Is it because he is a kind of a watch-dog,
and keeps troublesome people away?"
"No, child, no; I do
not wish to keep most people away, not well-behaved people, nor to distress nor
annoy any one. The fact is, there is a story about that gander that I do not
like to speak of to every one—something that makes me feel tender toward him;
so that if he needs a whipping, I would rather do it. He knows something that no
one else knows. I could not have him killed or sent away. You have heard me
speak of Nathaniel, my oldest boy?"
"Yes."
"That is his picture in
my room, you know. He was a good boy to me. He loved his mother. I loved
Nathaniel—you cannot think how much I loved Nathaniel. It was on my account
that he went away.
"The farm did not
produce enough for us all: Nathaniel, John, and I. We worked hard and had a hard
time. One year—that was ten years ago—we were sued for our taxes.
"'Nathaniel,' said I,
'I will go to taking boarders.'
"Then he looked up to
me and said (oh, how noble and handsome he appeared to me!):
"'Mother, I will go to
sea.'
"'Where?' asked I, in
surprise.
"'In a coaster.'
"I turned white. How I
felt!
"'You and John can
manage the place,' he continued. 'One of the vessels sails next week—Uncle
Aaron's; he offers to take me.'
"It seemed best, and he
made preparations to go.
"The spring before,
Skipper Ben—you have met Skipper Ben—had given me some goose eggs; he had
brought them from Canada, and said that they were wild-goose eggs.
"I set them under hens.
In four weeks I had three goslings. I took them into the house at first, but
afterward made a pen for them out in the yard. I brought them up myself, and one
of those goslings is that gander.
"Skipper Ben came over
to see me, the day before Nathaniel was to sail. Aaron came with him.
"I said to Aaron:
"'What can I give to
Nathaniel to carry to sea with him to make him think of home? Cake, preserves,
apples? I haven't got much; I have done all I can for him, poor boy.'
"Brother looked at me
curiously, and said:
"'Give him one of those
wild geese, and we will fatten it on shipboard and will have it for our
Thanksgiving dinner.'
"What brother Aaron
said pleased me. The young gander was a noble bird, the handsomest of the lot;
and I resolved to keep the geese to kill for my own use and to give him
to Nathaniel.
"The next morning—it
was late in September—I took leave of Nathaniel. I tried to be calm and
cheerful and hopeful. I watched him as he went down the walk with the gander
struggling under his arms. A stranger would have laughed, but I did not feel
like laughing; it was true that the boys who went coasting were usually gone but
a few months and came home hardy and happy. But when poverty compels a mother
and son to part, after they have been true to each other, and shared their
feelings in common, it seems hard, it seems hard—though I do not like to
murmur or complain at anything allotted to me.
"I saw him go over the
hill. On the top he stopped and held up the gander. He disappeared; yes, my own
Nathaniel disappeared. I think of him now as one who disappeared.
"November came—it was
a terrible month on the coast that year. Storm followed storm; the sea-faring
people talked constantly of wrecks and losses. I could not sleep on the nights
of those high winds. I used to lie awake thinking over all the happy hours I had
lived with Nathaniel.
"Thanksgiving week
came.
"It was full of an
Indian-summer brightness after the long storms. The nights were frosty, bright,
and calm.
"I could sleep on those
calm nights.
"One morning, I thought
I heard a strange sound in the woodland pasture. It was like a wild goose. I
listened; it was repeated. I was lying in bed. I started up—I thought I had
been dreaming.
"On the night before
Thanksgiving I went to bed early, being very tired. The moon was full; the air
was calm and still. I was thinking of Nathaniel, and I wondered if he would
indeed have the gander for his Thanksgiving dinner: if it would be cooked as
well as I would have cooked it, and if he would think of me that day.
"I was just going to
sleep, when suddenly I heard a sound that made me start up and hold my breath.
"'Honk!'
"I thought it was a
dream followed by a nervous shock.
"'Honk! honk!'
"There it was again, in
the yard. I was surely awake and in my senses.
"I heard the geese
cackle.
"'Honk! honk! honk!'
"I got out of bed and
lifted the curtain. It was almost as light as day. Instead of two geese there
were three. Had one of the neighbors' geese stolen away?
"I should have thought
so, and should not have felt disturbed, but for the reason that none of the
neighbors' geese had that peculiar call—that hornlike tone that I had noticed
in mine.
"I went out of the
door.
"The third goose looked
like the very gander I had given Nathaniel. Could it be?
"I did not sleep. I
rose early and went to the crib for some corn.
"It was a gander—a
'wild' gander—that had come in the night. He seemed to know me.
"I trembled all over as
though I had seen a ghost. I was so faint that I sat down on the meal-chest.
"As I was in that
place, a bill pecked against the door. The door opened. The strange gander came
hobbling over the crib-stone and went to the corn-bin. He stopped there, looked
at me, and gave a sort of glad "honk," as though he knew me and was
glad to see me.
"I was certain that he
was the gander I had raised, and that Nathaniel had lifted into the air when he
gave me his last recognition from the top of the hill.
"It overcame me. It was
Thanksgiving. The church bell would soon be ringing as on Sunday. And here was
Nathaniel's Thanksgiving dinner; and brother Aaron's—had it flown away? Where
was the vessel?
"Years have
passed—ten. You know I waited and waited for my boy to come back. December
grew dark with its rainy seas; the snows fell; May lighted up the hills, but the
vessel never came back. Nathaniel—my Nathaniel—never returned.
"That gander knows
something he could tell me if he could talk. Birds have memories. He remembered
the corn-crib—he remembered something else. I wish he could talk, poor
bird! I wish he could talk. I will never sell him, nor kill him, nor have him
abused. He knows!" |